
My Entry for Alyssa Marie's contest. I heard the beat, as well as the idea for the contest and was more than excited to write/record for it. My verse/chorus is a fictional story piece from the perspective of me writing to my future self about how hard life is. Heads up, the piece is emotional, and somewhat depressing, dealing with issues of suicide and self injurious behaviors. Neither of which I think are a joke, nor do I take either lightly. If anything, the content of my track is to raise awareness that there is help/life does go on. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And since I know this will be asked over and over, yes it is me singing on the chorus as well. Chorus: I used to revel in happiness, sunshine, laughter... The norm. Now I loathe all of the above, and the calm after the storm. Verse: Dear.... Me, Guess I'm just writing ta' say, I woke up and found a reason worth fighting ta'day... Sufficive ta' say I don't mean to alarm you, What I'm trying to say, is we're the one I intend to bring harm to... take a blade to my arm dude, swallow pills til I'm tired and buying the farm too Speakin'a farms, I could sneak in a barn fool tie a rope to the rafters and leap from em Sayonara, I'm gone. Poof. No more you, no more me, no more KonClue. Why is my perspective hazy? How'd I go from a loved and respected baby, To a teen who was messed with daily... Now I'm bit less than crazy, But clearly I got issues man... I'm heart sick, girl left, and I miss <b>...</b>
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